I have been thinking a lot lately and i might get rid of this account and start a new one just for my photography (and maybe some stuff that i've done in college so far) i just feel like i need a new start with everything and maybe a new account will get me to want to go on DA more again and show my stuff. So if i start a new account i will for sure write a journal on here for whoever would like the link to my new one.

ok well its been a long time since I have written a journal and i don't feel like doing much else right now so i thought i would write one and update people. a lot has happened since December, shortly after i wrote my last journal my dick head of a father decided that he didn't give a shit about me and my mother anymore and walked out on us, about a week before xmas. so xmas was just complete shit thanks to him. but anyway i finished high school and applied to sheridan college, and got accepted and starting next week i will be taking there Visual and Creative Arts Advanced program super excited about that. going to get lost haha but yeah. ummm, i have an boy friend now and hes so amazing! it will be 3 months on the 6th then my 19th bday is on the 8th then on the 14th heading to Toronto with my bf to go see WWE Monday Night RAW hes excited....me not so much haha im somewhat settled in oakville, need to find myself a job to make some money. ummm, summer was just hell and im glad its over, actually the last 10 months have been hell with a few good spots but not a lot im hoping being out of London and going to school again will turn that around. i'm thinking of doing to full 3 year course then taking photography and then an advanced television and film course. but we'll have to see how it all goes

anyway other than that i dunno what else to say.

so my mom has now joined DA. I'm happy she has she has some wonderful photos to show and I've been trying to get her on DA for awhile now so ya. check her out

in other news I have now applied for college! scary much! lol ive applied to Sheridan College for there animation and photography courses, I have also applied to Humber College!!! for there photography course and also Algonquin College for there animation and photography courses, so hopefully I get into one of em lol. but ya other than that not much else goin on just school and tryin to find a job. so ya



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well....i am officially 18 today finally im so happy. lol so ya other than that school started next week. and im actually liking it, i really enjoy my classes other than art history and kinda figure drawing but theres not much i can do about that, and i have my friends in those two classes which makes it a bit better
but ya other than that not much else is new, and i will try to update my journal abit more and im hoping once i get some stuff from school done ill post it on here...other than that ya ttyl all


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Well lets see, yet again I haven't written in awhile. Umm, not much has changed really on summer vacation bored out of my mind, just want to get back to school already and get my 5th year done of high school. -_- I'm glad I'm going back but also I just wish I could move on already, I'm so sick of being here sometimes. Also I know I haven't posted anything really, to tell the truth I just haven't had any inspiration for awhile, well I have but whenever I try to make something it never turns out and I get pissed off and just throw it out.

Lately I'm slowly starting to think that as much as I love art and doing it, maybe I'm just not meant to do it. I just don't seem to be improving in anyway no matter how hard I try...and it's really upsetting sometimes. But anyway yeah, ummm...well my 18th bday is coming up soonish, don't have any plans for it other than going to school...which sucks, but oh well I have to bust my ass off this year coming up just to be considered for a college...

But yeah that's about it I guess.



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