Well its like 1:30am here in London Ontraio and I am soooo bored and I can't sleep so I thought I might as well write a journal, now lets see... well my sis goes off to Alberta in 2 days to visit her bf and I have to get up at 3am with my parents and her to get her to the Toronto Airport for her flight...man she owns me big time for having to get up that early. lol but hey im usualy still up at that time now anyway. lol so it doesnt really matter.


Anyway ive started to work on a story, but it might take me awhile to really get anywhere with it and if its good then ill post it and if not then well ill probably still post it anyway just for the sake of it, to see if anyone else likes it. lol


Well in other news, this happend like 3 weeks ago now, but I went shopping with my mom and my sis and I was wearing this hat that I liked wearing and it looked like a Pirates hat, and when we were walking around I kept getting these looks, like not hey thats a cool hat look no the kind of looks like ur a freak for wearing that hat in public, thats what I dont get about people today if I like wearing the hat I dont see why they should care, like no one would come up to ask my mom if she needs help with anything everyone just stayed away, like at first it didnt bug me but as time went on and we were still walking around it really started to upset me about the fact that these people just kept staring, i just want to yell at all of them for it too, even tho I hated all of them looking at me like that I kept the hat on anyway, im not going to change who i am just because someone doesnt like it and alot of people think I will, but I dont want to be like everyone else im tired of it ive tried that road and it sucks! I dont feel like myself at all I dont know who I am and I dont want to do that anymore, and its weird we tend to all look up to just a hand full of people like we all have to be just like then and worship them and it makes me sick to think that i went along with that for so long. but anyway...


I am really happy I have been losing weight lately meaning I can fit into things I never thought I would be able to, which makes me over joyed! lol yaya i know im jumping from topic to topic but remember u r the reading u can stop at anytime lol but ya anyway I dont think there is much else to write anyway so it looks like ur lucky and saved.....










.......for now





~ Tanya Out ~

My family: big sis>>><<< My sis's bf
My cousin>>>





My Friends who i have met on DA and ppl who i have gotten to join DA









People I watch because there stuff ROCKS! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !



More will be added later I just have to much work to do right now to get them all on sorry









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